Saturday 30 April 2011

LADY DIANA
WE LOVE YOU :')




Putri Diana dilahirkan dengan nama Diana Frances Spencer, anak bungsu dari Edward Spencer dari isteri pertamanya Frances Spencer pada tanggal 1 July 1961 di Park House, Sandringham Estate. Beliau dibaptis di gereja St Mary Magdalene di Sandringham, oleh Percy Herbert. Diana mendapatkan pendidikannya di Riddlesworth Hall di Norfolk dan di west Heath Girl's School, di Sevenoaks,Kent, dimana beliau diangggap sebagai seorang pelajar berprestasi rendah.


Saat berusia 16 tahun, Diana meninggalkan sekolah West Heath untuk melanjutkan studinya di Institut Alpin Videmanette di Switzerland, sebuah sekolah yang menitikberatkan pada pendidikan budaya diamana disitu juga terdapat wadah bagi para pelajarnya untuk kegiatan - kegiatan sosial. Walaupun Diana tidak cemerlang dalam pelajarannya tapi beliau merupakan seorang penyanyi amatir yang baik.

Pada tanggal 24 Februari 1981 Lady Di bertunangan dengan Pangeran Charles, dan tanggal 29 Juli 1981 mereka menikah di Kathedral St Paul, London, dalam upacara yang sedemikian meriah. Keberuntungan Lady Di seolah mewakili wanita muda di seluruh dunia pada umumnya yang memperoleh jodoh dan bersama-sama mengarungi bahtera perkawinan. Lady Di seolah begitu sempurna mewakili sosok wanita idaman yang begitu harmonis dan bahagia menemukan cintanya, apalagi dengan calon pewaris tahta kerajaan Inggris. Lady Di semakin disayang poleh pers Inggris ketika mulai melahirkan putra pertama Pangeran William Arthus Philip Louis, kemudian disusul putra kedua Pangeran Henry charles Albert David. Sangat terasa kebahagiaan masih menyelimuti keluarga baru ini.

Namun selang beberapa tahun kemudian mulai muncul benih-benih keretakan keluarga dengan berpalingnya Charles ke cinta pertamanya, Camilia Parker Bowles. Selain itu ternyata Diana ternyata menderita bulimia, tercatat sampai lima kali mencoba bunuh diri seperti dalam biografi yang ditulis Andrew Morton.Bukan hanya Charles yang main affair dengan wanita idaman lain (WIL), tetapi Diana pun terang-terangan punya affair dengan pria idaman lain (PIL). Harapan dan sekaligus "kepercayaan" yang diberikan oleh masyarakat dunia agar pasangan ini bahagia selamanya tidak mampu mereka pertahankan. Setelah diumumkan oleh PM Inggris John Major pada 9 Desember 1992 bahwa pasangan itu hidup berpisah, pada 28 Agustus 1996 keduanya benar-benar berpisah. Kisah bak dongeng yang (diharapkan) serba indah pun berakhir.

Harian Woman's Day pada edisi 31 Agustus 1997 menurunkan tulisan berjudul Diana Jatuh Cinta, Diana oh Diana...., menceritakan makin intimnya Lady Di (36) dengan milyader Dodi al-Fayed (42). Siapa mengira, redaksi harian ini malam harinya harus menyiapkan aneka tulisan untuk disajikan esok harinya, sehubungan dengan meninggalnya Putri Diana dengan pacarnya Dody, pengendara mobil Henri Paul dan bodyguard Al-Fayed Trevor Rees-Jones dalam suatu kecelakaan lalu lintas di Paris, Minggu (31/8) dini hari? Kami memilih judul berita utama Putri Diana Mati Saat Temukan Cinta Sejati, karena ternyata sepanjang perkawinan dengan Charles -- berdasar pengakuannya di biografi maupun wawancara dengan pers - dia tidak merasakan indahnya cinta sejati. Dengan caranya sendiri dia mencoba menemukan cinta sejati itu. Namun takdir menentukan lain. Tiada hal yang pasti di dunia ini, kecuali kematian, dan Diana telah membuktikan hal itu. Dunia kaget dan bersedih. Wajar pula kiranya bila Inggris terkejut dan "marah". Namun Diana terlanjur pergi dan tidak pernah kembali. Tidak akan ada lagi senyum menawan wanita pemalu yang mencintai anak-anak dan sesama antara lain dengan aktif dalam kampanye anti-ranjau darat di seluruh dunia, mencintai musik klasik dan balet, serta pemain ski ulung dan jago renang.


MENJADI seorang publik figur, apalagi seorang wanita cantik yang pada waktu itu menjadi istri seorang calon pewaris tahta kerajaan, memang tidak mudah bagi Lady Di. Di mana saja dia berada, sorotan kamera televisi, kilatan blitz foto, dan coretan pena di atas notes-notes, senantiasa mengiringi. Seolah apa saja yang dia lakukan, apalagi setelah mulai melakukan affair, menarik dijadikan berita. Belum lagi -- dan ini yang justru lebih banyak dan lebih merepotkan -- kehadiran pa-parazzi yang selalu membuntuti orang - orang penting dan kaya untuk difoto paling eksklusif dengan imbalan honor tinggi dari media yang bersedia membelinya.

The Sun, The Mirror, dan Daily Mail, adalah tiga tabloid di Inggris yang langganan membayar tinggi foto-foto eksklusif kiriman paparazzi. Salah satu penyulut kecelakaan maut Diana dan Dodi itu adalah akibat ulah paparazzi yang bertindak berlebihan dan pantang menyerah karena mengejar honor tinggi. Toh masyarakat dunia tidak dapat menyalahkan sepenuhnya ulah paparazzi maupun media yang terus memberitakan perkembangan kisah Lady Di karena mereka memang tertarik menikmati perkembangan berita terbaru cerita putri itu.




Maraknya pemberitaan dan duka dunia atas meninggalnya Lady Di, menunjukkan bahwa wanita itu memang memiliki kharisma luar biasa. Komitmennya terhadap kemanusiaan, dan perjuangannya mewujudkan keluarga yang berbahagia, memberikan inspirasi dan semangat bagi kaum wanita dunia untuk tidak mengenal lelah melakukan hal yang sama. Menjadi istri, ibu, dan sekaligus publik figur yang baik dan bermakna bagi sesama memang tidak mudah dilakukan oleh setiap orang. Namun seorang Lady Di telah berjuang keras meraihnya (meski gagal) di antara guncangan hebat kehidupan pribadinya. Bukan hasil yang dipentingkan di sini, tetapi proses untuk mewujudkannya.






Friday 29 April 2011



THANKS A LOT FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES, FRIENDS :') LOVE YOU ALL, STAY 


'Don't let your fear defeat you; for whatever power he has, he cannot stop our climbing down this crag.'
-Divine Comedy Inferno, Canto VII 


Happy Birthday Tasha.
May your wishes come true. You have the will to change the world, don't let anything stop you achieving it. Have faith in yourself. I'll always support you. 


Your dearest
CGRWH


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Dear : My lovely friend & my best friend...
Natasha Feliciana Chandra =)


Tasha..I miss you..Haha..Gila ya dulu kita hampir tiap hari bisa ketemu, tapi sekarang buat ketemu sehari aja susah banget :( Gw kesepian Sha sejak melon pergi :'( Tapi untungnya masih ada lo dan temen" yang laennya.. Lo jangan pernah lupain gw ya:)Kita harus jadi sahabat selamanya :D Lo salah satu sahabat terbaik yang pernah gw miliki Sha :D I never forget you :) Gw takut banget kehilangan orang" yang gw sayangin lagi Sha :( Keep contact me ya Sha ;) 


tl


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Happy Birthday Tasha <3
Hope you more beautiful, diligent, smart, and kind..Be a great woman! Keep smile and never give up Sha =) We always love you <3 Miss you so much :) God bless you :)


Love, your beloved friends :D :) ^.^


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Enjoy your life <3


no name 


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ini masih beberapa orang yang ngucapin, makasih banyak buat temen2 lainnya yang bnr2 gak bisa disebutin satu satu disini *terharu* kalian semua bahagia ya!! jangan ragu-ragu buat ngikutin hati kalian-mski kedengerannya sederhana banget. pokoknya kalian semua harus bahagia hehe. muaaah, je t'aime!!!



ini pidato yang gue bikin sekilat 3 atau 4 hari *karena faktor ulangan yang bejibun setiap harinya* sebelum deadline. dengan bantuan Rome dan Chiara di malam sebelum deadline, akhirnya pidato ini jadi juga. thanks a lot to them. meski akhirnya gak kepilih *pasti ada rasa kecewa lah, kalo gak sih boong banget* tapi terus oke-oke aja sih. secara temen sekelas gue yang kepilih ngewakilin sekolah emang fasih banget ngomong inggrisnya, dan dia udah bener-bener prepare alias niat banget bikin pidatonya; sementara gue baru bikin di saat-saat terakhir, dia udah selesai dari kapan tau. hahaha good luck for her! semoga dia bisa ketemu dan wawancara Al Gore *aaaa keren banget* 
well, happy reading! 




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Hello, I am Natasha Feliciana, I’m 16 and I’m here to talk about my future. Just like what Severn Suzuki said in 1992, I am fighting for my future. I have no organization nor I don’t do any campaign for any organization. But with my friend Chiara Anindya, I made blogs about environmental also social facts and issues. I’m also againts bullying, abortion, and sexual abuse.  The reason why I’m speaking now is that I want to talk about our world, all biotics and abiotics  components.

It pains me when I saw many forests were cut down, changed into soybean fields for domestical animal food in Europe. We need chickens and cows,  to be given  soybeans  so they can produce meat. To get more meat, we have to destroy forests. Don’t we have enough meat to eat? Do we have to sacrifice oxygen just to satisfy our gluttony for just a few hours? Some countries have more than enough food to eat and in the same time other countries don’t have any food, so why we don’t share it with them?  I also realise that we have to cut many trees to publish books. I’m glad some authors prefer the recycled paper for their books.
Another ironic facts, is that, now people use mostly any animals are culinary. In China, monkeys are hunted, and have their heads cut off, so that people could eat their brains. Sharks and sea turtles are now hunted too, so that people could make soup from their fins. Even some people eat dogs. Don’t you ever think that this is a selfish, mindless act? Why would people taste animals that normally shouldn’t be eaten? For a new taste? For sensation? I say, it’s more like an animal torture.

My heart bleeds when I saw in a documentary film,  there’s a sea of plastic near Hawaii. Even the smallest part of the ocean is plastic. How could sea craetures live, when they can’t get enough oxygen to breath and eat plastic to exist? Plastic is also the reason why many sea turtles and albatrosses died few years ago. The sea turtles have been mistaken the plastic as sea weeds and kelps. Their stomachs will be filled up with plastics and they will die of dehydration and starvation. Soon, many animals will be extinct if we still keep throwing plastic everywhere.

When I’m about six or seven years old, everytime I go to school and see beautiful sunrise from my house. Now, every time I go to school and I rarely see the same sunrise. The sky is almost grey everyday, full of chemical dusts and smokes. Now I could barely breathe freely and get many oxygen; I take more carbondioxide  than oxygen. This is because there’s only a few trees and vehicles everywhere, producing  carbondioxides.

I keep this questions in my mind.

How do we inspire people to save the world?

How can we make people forget about their ego for a while and think about the earth?

Can we innovate something that can make an alternative to the chemical industries?

What can I say to my children when there’s no more animal to see?

I want my children to grow up happily and have no worries about their children’s future.

I don’t want my children to stand out and speak to save their environment. Because if they’re doing that, it means that their nature has been broken.

I want to see my children and all the people in the world live in a better condition.

We never stop learning. When we were babies, we started to crawl. Then we begin to walk. When we’re older, we ran. Have your parents teach you how to stop? No. We keep moving all the time yet we forget to stop. Now we have to, because we don’t know how to make a better world for everyone; for our family, children and grand children, for the one we love. If we can’t, then we must stop destroying this world we are living now.

During Earth Hour 2011, millions of people turned off the lights for an hour to save energy. “Turn off the light, turn on the future.” It’s the most successfull climate change initiatives, and show us what can be achieved when people unite with a common purpose and rally to action. I read that in The Student Globe newspaper.

It’s never too late to change. We already destroyed things too much. We already polluted our enviroment a lot. But no matter what’s your religion, skin color, culture, where do you live, or what is your language, we could put those differences aside and unite together. We’re all in this mess together, we have to fix it up together. We live in this only one Earth, breathe the same air, and get warm by the same sun. I dare all of us to stop breaking our nature.

I’m just a teenager with a dream that someday, people will have no fear about the future. I may not change the world, but I hope I can help you use your imagination. Use our briliant brain that has given to us to think about the solution of this problem together. Imagine if the money that has been corrupted by our government is used to help the needy, and used to protect forests and seas. To protect the environment. There will be no hunger,there will be no illegal logging  and there will be peace on Earth. No violence to human, animals, plants.

Well, it’s our time to make a move to stop. We need to prove that we can change by act now. Let us start to change words and toughts into real action. Thank you for your attention. 

Tuesday 26 April 2011




Julian Paul Assange dilahirkan 39 tahun yang lalu di Queensland, Australia. Ia adalah penerbit, peretas (hacker) dan aktivis internet. Namanya sedang menjadi sorotan dunia belakangan ini karena situs yang dibuatnya, Wikileaks, berhasil mendapatkan dokumen-dokumen rahasia negara adidaya AS. Jumlahnya tak tanggung-tanggung, yakni disinyalir mencapai 250 ribu dokumen. Semua isi dari dokumen tersebut akan dikuak kepada publik melalui situs tersebut sedikit demi sedikit.
Masa kecil Julian kurang bahagia. Ibunya, Christine, menikah lagi dengan seorang musisi gerakan New Age yang kontroversial. Julian kecil jarang mendapatkan pendidikan formal. bahkan karena ayah tirinya sangat kejam, ia dan ibunya harus melarikan diri dan hidup nomaden. Tercatat ia telah berpindah tempat tinggal sebanyak 37 kali sebelum berusia 14 tahun. Home Schooling bukan barang baru baginya.
Ketika beranjak dewasa, ia mengikuti perkuliahan di sejumlah universitas di Australia. Pada tahun 1987, saat berusia 16 tahun, Julian memulai karirnya di bidang hacker komputer. Ia memakai nama sandi ‘Mendax’. Bersama dua rekan lain, ia mendirikan sebuah kelompok bernama Internasional Subversives. Julian dan teman-temannya bukanlah perusak program atau situs. Mereka mencuri data-data dari situs tersebut yang bersifat ‘rahasia’ dan membagikannya kepada umum.
Kelompok muda tersebut memiliki akses ke sejumlah universitas ternama di Australia. Bahkan merambah hingga ke mancanegara, salah satunya akses ke Nortel, sebuah perusahaan telekomunikasi di Kanada. Namun karena masih ‘hijau’, Assange tertangkap pada tahun 1991, dan dinyatakan bersalah atas 24 tuduhan aktivitas hacking nya. Namun ia bebas tahun itu juga dengan membayar denda sejumlah AUS$2100
Pada tahun 2006, Assange bersama lima orang lainnya mendirikan situs bernama Wikileaks. Assange bertindak sebagai juru bicara bagi situs tersebut, karena itu, hanya dirinyalah satu-satunya yang dikenali sebagai petinggi Wikileaks. Tujuan awal situs ini adalah membongkar kelakuan perusahaan yang dinilai tidak etis, serta membantu pemberantasan korupsi di lembaga publik.
Motto Wikileaks sebenarnya mulia, yakni ‘Transparansi/keterbukaan’, hal itu dapat dilihat pada situsnya, yakni paragraf yang bertuliskan “Transparansi menciptakan kehidupan lebih baik bagi semua masyarakat. Pengawasan yang baik akan mengurangi korupsi dan memperkuat demokrasi di semua institusi sosial, termasuk pemerintahan, perusahaan dan organisasi lainnya,”
Wikileaks adalah situs sukarela. Julian Assange dan kawan-kawannya tidak menerima uang sepeser pun dari tindakan mereka ini. Semua biaya yang diperoleh Wikileaks berasal dari pengunjung situs tersebut. Namun hasilnya tidak main-main, Assange pernah mengatakan bahwa Wikileaks telah menghimpun dokumen-dokumen rahasia pemerintah lebih banyak dari temuan semua media di dunia bahkan jika temuan tersebut digabungkan ke dalam satu paket.
Akibat dari perbuatannya, Julian Assange harus tinggal berpindah-pindah. Mungkin hal ini wajar baginya, mengingat akar ‘nomaden’  yang dimilikinya. Dia pernah menginap di bandara. Kadang dia berada di Australia, Kenya dan Tanzania. Terakhir, Assange dilaporkan menyewa sebuah rumah di Islandia, Maret lalu.
Namun Julian Assange bukanlah sosok misterius. Dirinya kerap menghadiri acara wawancara dengan media ternama, seperti Al JazeeraMSNBCDemocracy Now! danThe Colbert Report.
Julian Assange terakhir tampil di hadapan umum pada awal Juli lalu, di acara Personal Democracy Forum di New York. Kehadirannya pun tidak secara fisik, melainkan memanfaatkan kecanggihan teknologi melalui Video Conference. Hal ini wajar karena sejak saat itu Wikileaks sudah mulai membocorkan rahasia AS ke publik, tentu tak aman bagi dirinya dan rekan-rekannya untuk menginjakkan kaki di negara adidaya tersebut.
Wikilieaks memperoleh sejumlah penghargaan, di antaranya penghargaan media dariAmnesty International pada 2009,  Penghargaan Economist Index on Cencorship pada 2008, Sam Adams Award pada 2010.
Julian Assange pun tak luput dari penghargaan. Ia dinobatkan sebagai salah satu dari 25 visioner yang akan mengubah dunia versi majalah Utne Reader. Tak hanya itu, majalah prestisius Time pun menyematkan gelar Person Of The Year 2010 kepada pria berambut pirang ini.
Sejak tampil terakhir pada bulan Juni lalu, Assange tak pernah lagi tampak batang hidungnya hingga kini. Ia diduga tengah bersembunyi. Assange menjadi buronan nomor satu oleh Interpol berdasarkan permintaan Swedia. Tapi bukan karena urusan bocoran dokumen. Assange diincar atas tuduhan perkosaan, dan pelecehan seksual di Swedia. Tak sedikit yang berspekulasi, Assange sengaja dituduh demikian, akibat ulahnya membeberkan dokumen rahasia.
Dampak dari perbuatan Julian Assange ini sangat terasa. Negara sebesar Amerika pun kita seakan ciut nyalinya menghadapi aksi pria satu ini. Tak hanya itu, negara adidaya lain seperti China, Jepang, bahkan hingga Indonesia pun turut kebakaran jenggot. Bagaimana tidak, bukan tak mungkin dalam dokumen-dokumen rahasia tersebut terdapat hal-hal yang menyimpang sepert penyalahgunaan asas kekuasaan. Apapun yang terjadi, yang jelas Julian Assange telah menciptakan sebuah revolusi baru di bidang transparansi media.

nah, menurut gue assange itu orang yang keren banget. ampir nyamain johnny depp. (Y)(Y) dan dia GAK TUA. 40 ato 41 tahun gak tua kok. 

Monday 25 April 2011

fuck everything. i need to do something...what? i dont even know. 
i feel angry without any reason. 
i feel sad without any reason. 
fuck you. 
im kinda losing my faith lately*
this is complicated, im bored and i need someone to talk.
i want to be a whore. 
prostitution is revolution
you can hate me, until you pay me**
do you know who i am? NO. 
so do i. 
but im a good liar. not just good, im a great liar. 
i can smile to you and curse you in my mind at the same time. 
fuck you again. go to hell.
im an imposter. 
im a sinner. 
and i want parang jati alive. 
where on earth i can find a man like him? damn. 
i dont want to be normal. i will never be. 
i hate global warming, this afternoon was really hot and make me pissed off. 
i hate bitches. annoying. 
i was born this way
i was born to be brave
i was born to survive***
im lazy, super lazy (lazy is a sin? dunno. im already a sinner)
i love music-i even think i live because of music, and my piano suck. 
i got a new piano teacher; Ratna Kusumaningrum Asmoro aka Aning Katamsi. great. 
shes a soprano singer in Indonesia, shes the conductor of the Paragita Choir of Universitas Indonesia. (in 2009 they went to a competition in Austria and get 1st place for Category A - Kunstlied (Classic Category) & 3rd place for Category B Volksied (Folksong Category))
last year she did a solo concert. 
and shes now my teacher. double great. 
well, i should be thankful. 
for the first time, i want to be Ratna Arumasari Ansyari's student (well, shes the older sister of Aning Katamsi) but i get Aning Katamsi as my teacher. 
wow. i never understand time. 
its already 4pm, and i still want to write many things. 
i want to be desi anwar; she can interview famous people. 
i never understand fashion. i sometimes hate designers. but i love tex saverio and anne avantie. 
i never understand myself. 
i wish i have AB bloodtype with negative rhesus. unfortunately, i have the positive one. 
i should be thankful of many things. 
nice family, enough food to eat, good school, nice friends.
okay, i lie again, 
i wish i had a friend like punsukh wangdu. 
i wish i had boyfriend like johnny depp or gaspard ulliel or conor grennan or parang jati. crap. 
i miss my old friends. fredrich, michael, zack, kohaku, augustine. fuck fuck fuck i miss them so bad. 
i want to sleep with them again, i want to hug them, i want to kiss them. i love them. 
death cant separate us. 
i am the author of my life. unfortunately, i am writing in pen and cant erase my mistakes.
i believe that dreams are more powerful than facts. 
that hope always triumphs over experience.
and i believe that love is stronger than death.****
ha, fuck you. fuck you, agh. 
im a dreamer. and will always be. 
im different. and so what? 
hate you all. 
stay wild, go crazy. 


*by jiwa hawila 
**prostitution is the world's oldest profession by cobra starship
***born this way by lady gaga
****by chiara anindya


note: ini adalah pelampiasan emosi. komentar dan asumsi orang -orang idiot yang beranggapan berbeda tidak dibutuhkan.*









Saturday 23 April 2011

http://www.youtube.com/watch_popup?v=SXh7JR9oKVE

liat deh, videonya. terutama buat anak UCV hahaha suatu hari nanti kita nyanyi gitu yuk di mall :D

A man should look for what is, and not for what he thinks should be.
Any intelligent fool can make things bigger and more complex… It takes a touch of genius – and a lot of courage to move in the opposite direction. Everything should be as simple as it is, but not simpler.
God always takes the simplest way.
All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree. As far as I’m concerned, I prefer silent vice to ostentatious virtue. True religion is real living; living with all one’s soul, with all one’s goodness and righteousness.
I believe that a simple and unassuming manner of life is best for everyone, best both for the body and the mind.
Great spirits have always encountered violent opposition from mediocre minds. Common sense is the collection of prejudices acquired by age eighteen.
Heroism on command, senseless violence, and all the loathsome nonsense that goes by the name of patriotism – how passionately I hate them! He who joyfully marches to music in rank and file has already earned my contempt. He has been given a large brain by mistake, since for him the spinal cord would suffice. Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I’m not sure about the universe.
You have to learn the rules of the game. And then you have to play better than anyone else.
If the facts don’t fit the theory, change the facts.

Albert Einstein
 ( 14 March 1879 – 18 April 1955) was a theoretical physicist, philosopher and author who is widely regarded as one of the most influential and best known scientists and intellectuals of all time.

Paulo Coelho's character of the week


EACH TO HIS/HER OWN DESTINY

A Samurai who was known for his nobility and honesty, went to visit a Zen monk to ask him for his advice.
When the monk had finished his prayers, the Samurai asked,
– Why do I feel so inferior? – I have faced death many times, have defended those who are weak.
“Nevertheless, upon seeing you meditating, I felt that my life had absolutely no importance whatsoever.
– Wait. Once I have attended to all those who come to see me today, I shall answer you.
The samurai spent the whole day sitting in the temple gardens, watching the people go in and out in search of advice. He saw how the monk received them all with the same patience and the same illuminated smile on his face.
At nightfall, when everyone had gone, he demanded:
– Now can you teach me?
The master invited him in and lead him to his room. The full moon shone in the sky, and the atmosphere was one of profound tranquility.
– Do you see the moon, how beautiful it is? It will cross the entire firmament, and tomorrow the sun will shine once again.
“But sunlight is much brighter, and can show the details of the landscape around us: trees, mountains, clouds.
“I have contemplated the two for years, and have never heard the moon say: why do I not shine like the sun? Is it because I am inferior?
– Of course not – answered the samurai. – The moon and the sun are different things, each has its own beauty. You cannot compare the two.
– So you know the answer. We are two different people, each fighting in his own way for that which he believes, and making it possible to make the world a better place; the rest are mere appearances.
 
From Paulo Coelho's blog
KILLING OUR DREAMS

The first symptom of the process of our killing our dreams is the lack of time. The busiest people I have known in my life always have time enough to do everything. Those who do nothing are always tired and pay no attention to the little amount of work they are required to do. They complain constantly that the day is too short. The truth is, they are afraid to fight the Good Fight.

The second symptom
 of the death of our dreams lies in our certainties. Because we don’t want to see life as a grand adventure, we begin to think of ourselves as wise and fair and correct in asking so little of life. We look beyond the walls of our day-to-day existence, and we hear the sound of lances breaking, we smell the dust and the sweat, and we see the great defeats and the fire in the eyes of the warriors. But we never see the delight, the immense delight in the hearts of those who are engaged in the battle. For them, neither victory nor defeat is important; what’s important is only that they are fighting the Good Fight.
And, finally, the third symptom of the passing of our dreams is peace. Life becomes a Sunday afternoon; we ask for nothing grand, and we cease to demand anything more than we are willing to give. In that state, we think of ourselves as being mature; we put aside the fantasies of our youth, and we seek personal and professional achievement. We are surprised when people our age say that they still want this or that out of life. But really, deep in our hearts, we know that what has happened is that we have renounced the battle for our dreams – we have refused to fight the Good Fight.
When we renounce our dreams and find peace, we go through a short period of tranquility. But the dead dreams begin to rot within us and to infect our entire being.
We become cruel to those around us, and then we begin to direct this cruelty against ourselves. That’s when illnesses and psychoses arise. What we sought to avoid in combat – disappointment and defeat – come upon us because of our cowardice.
And one day, the dead, spoiled dreams make it difficult to breathe, and we actually seek death. It’s death that frees us from our certainties, from our work, and from that terrible peace of our Sunday afternoons

Words from Petrus to me during The pilgrimage to Santiago de Compostela
Paulo Coelho

“Let me not pray to be sheltered from dangers,
but to be fearless in facing them.
Let me not beg for the stilling of my pain,
but for the heart to conquer it.
Let me not look for allies in life’s battlefield,
but to my own strength.
Let me not crave in anxious fear to be saved,
but hope for the patience to win my freedom.
Grant that I may not be a coward,
feeling Your mercy in my success alone;
But let me find the grasp of Your hand in my failure.”
 
 
by Rabindranath Tagore

YOU ARE THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD. SHINE, AND DARKNESS WILL DISAPPEAR.
PAULO COELHO 

Tuesday 12 April 2011



crystal blue water, South Island, New Zealand


cherry blossom twilight, Kanagawa, Japan

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blue on blue, infinity pool, maldives island (y)

I choose to stop pollution. How about you?

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Gosh, Johnny Depp!!
I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I love him I LOVE HIM!!!!!

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Monday 11 April 2011

Saturday 9 April 2011


Hi, Mommy. I’m your baby. You don’t know me yet, I’m only a few
weeks old. You’re going to find out about me soon, though, I promise.
Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I’ve got
beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don’t have it yet, but I
will when I’m born. I’m going to be your only child, and you’ll call me
your one and only. I’m going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We’ll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn’t wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! …He wasn’t happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don’t think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don’t think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay… but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That’s a sound I don’t like. It doesn’t make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I’m not sure if I do. It wasn’t right. You say he loves you… why would he hurt you? I don’t like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and
you’re so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes,and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I’m happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn’t talking right. He said he didn’t want you. I don’t know why, but that’s what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won’t let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don’t care if you think that he is a good person, I think he’s bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn’t want us. He doesn’t like me. Why doesn’t he like me, Mommy?
You didn’t talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?
It’s been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven’t talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don’t you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don’t you do that when you’re awake, any more?
I’m 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren’t you proud of me? We’re going
somewhere today, and it’s somewhere new. I’m excited. It looks like a
hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you’re as excited as I am. I can’t wait.

…Mommy, I’m getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don’t
know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think
something’s going to happen soon. I’m really, really, really scared,
Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love
you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don’t worry Mommy, I’m safe. I’m in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it’s called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don’t you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I’m really, really, really sorry if I did something
wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don’t you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn’t I love you enough? Please say you’ll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don’t want to be here, I want you to love me again! I’m really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.






Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.



Totally againts abortion. This made me cry, really. Scary.
Ladies, if you dont want a baby, dont have sex. Have sex means that you're ready for a baby, no matter what. Gentlemen, take your responsibility and let your girlfriend/wanna-be-mom take care of the baby. 

STOP VIOLENCE, STOP ABORTION!!