It seems that my best isn't enough for anybody. My best won't make anybody proud or something. Never.

Look at me, i even scared to write this in my own language. Im full of hatred. Pain loves me. I ALREADY DID MY BEST. I DID ALL YOU WANT BUT HELL YEAH, YOU DONT EVEN LOOK AT ME. I GOT ANGRY BECAUSE YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I DID NOTHING.